Friday, February 4, 2011

I am so high right now

Like, seven stories. I forget that seven stories is a lot. Partially because the staircase is so narrow and closed that you don't really get a sense of the height. I did recently, standing on the third floor because that is the first one you can look up the center of the spiraling stairs from, and looking up like that I saw all the spirals all the way up. Seven is so freaking high! But it's become such a non issue. I can't believe how easily we become conditioned to such things. It has left me nonplussed. Like the sine of three pi over two. Or, the sign of the sine specifically. Boy, that's funnier said than written and it's not funny then.

I solved a rubik's cube today! Okay, I had to ask for help. But not help like I had it done for me. Just help on how to solve it. The methods are a bit convoluted, so I don't feel bad not figuring them out. I'm sure that with enough time, and not just "oh I have a few hours" but I mean "Oh, I'm locked in a cabin for a week with nothing but this cube and some paper", and some paper and maybe even some spare cubes that I could figure out everything. I know people have. But I guess I just don't have the mind for that. I should really work on that.

Sometimes I get frustrated by how much I cannot do, but I realize that that's stupid and it's all a matter of application, time, and specialization. No one can do everything! I'm sure there are people out there that wish for my skillset. Which is....managing to function as sane despite the fact that realistically, I should have snapped three times. Every day I don't wear my pants around my face and holler about the lobster king is a successful day.

Oh curse words, my mozzarella sticks were overheated and burst. Oh, hey, I spelt mozzarella right. Whee! ^_^

I love that face ^_^ but I'm not a weeaboo. What am I to do? Pokemon.

I want to be, the very best. Like no one ever was. To catch them is my real test, to train them is my caaaaaaauuuse. I will travel, across the land, searching far and wide. Aaaahhhh I can't think of it off the top of my head. I'll remember it if I hear it sung. I'm sure I can hear that from my many, many nerdy friends. Btw, Liam, after a few days you still going over the poke-anime girls is just going to look creepy :P . Stop staring at Milktank's.....udders.

Haha, that's a euphemism of boobs. Euphemism reminds me of eunuchs.

I want to make this daily but I don't always have the mood :| . Maybe I should make it weekly. I want to keep it regular BECAUSE I'M INSANE AND EVERYTHING HAS TO BE NEAT AND A PLACE FOR EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING IN ITS PLACE AND A PLACE FOR EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING IN ITS PLACE AND A PLACE FOR because otherwise I'll never keep at it. Maybe I'm approaching it wrong. Maybe I should come in with a topic in mind now.

Still, I think of random things throughout the day and don't write them down. I should.


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